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Oh my god you guys. My life sucks and I want to cry.

Yesterday there was a big windstorm. The power went out three times. About six hours after it went out the last time, the computer died. Just abruptly stopped- didn't churn, didn't freeze the way freezes normally look, wasn't in the middle of anything demanding- just, like flipping a switch, I lost all input from keyboard and mouse and the computer clock stopped and it was just STOPPED. After hard reboot, it was fine... for ten minutes. Then it stopped again.

I took it in to Best Buy and you GUYS. For TWO HUNDRED BUCKS they will figure out what is wrong with it, and, if software, fix it. If hardware, they will call me with estimate. If it's the motherboard, they're gonna recommend I buy a new computer.

I am about 95% sure it's hardware, and about 50% sure it's the motherboard, and I CANNOT AFFORD THAT. I can't even afford the two hundred plus tax. I really can't afford the parts if it's hardware they can replace. And there is just NO WAY IN HELL I can afford a new even half-decent computer. In the meantime, I am without a computer until the thirteenth... and possibly much longer. I have used up my entire margin of savings from last month that was supposed to go to my car insurance. And I need a doctor's appointment which I now really, really can't afford. (Naturally, between fixing my computer and going to the doctor... well, which would you pick?)

Plus I do not have a recent backup. I mean, all my work stuff is backed up, and all my writing is backed up, and all my video and music is backed up. But I was just doing the rundown of other stuff it will be so annoying to lose- old school work and some photos, basically, until I remembered that I have no backup for my icon folder. Three hundred icons I will never find again, only a ninety-something of which are uploaded now. Is it weird, that that's what I would be most pissed to lose? Or does that just mean I have good backup habits about the important stuff? That said, they offered to back me up first for $100, and good GOD do I not have $100 to back up three hundred userpics, fifty photos, and a zip file of undergrad history papers. Not when I don't have $100 to go to the doctor.

The thing that infuriates me is that if I were still living with Dustin, I would have already popped this hard drive into another computer and backed up everything I wanted myself. And popped a different drive into this computer just to make sure it is a hardware thing. If I had any good friends here in Texas, I would have already done the same thing. It's funny. A computer with internet access makes me feel so self-sufficient and so connected and so surrouned by friends- it's startling and disconcerting and even a little frightening to realize how completely and utterly alone I am here without it.

So I have no computer until the thirteenth, and internet access only in 30 minute chunks, twenty minutes away from home, during business hours, after waiting in line. And I do all my business over email, which means I will have to drive out to this library something like four times a day and I hate my life.

I flirted with the Geek Squad guy like you wouldn't believe. It was all reflexive, too; he was taking away my baby and I felt helpless and desperate and at his mercy and sure enough, that flipped my eyelash-batting circuits. I've always been rather baffled and dismissive of women who reflexively flirt with cops who pull them over, but now it turns out I am one of those women, given a rather different stimulus. We chatted about Chuck and how I'd been thinking of it as the Nerd Herd the whole time I was waiting in line and he said they get that a lot now and I told him he was pretty much as cute as Chuck Bartowski so that's okay. And then he blushed. In my own defense, he was; tall lanky redhead with a really big grin. But still. I was reflexively flirting (badly; that's the only way I know how) and oh for God's sake. But I was giving him my computer!

So that Daniel/Jack/Paul fic I promised? Not coming. The moebius fic? Not coming. The Kings fic? Not coming.

On the plus side, I just picked up the next Bujold book, and let me tell you, it looks hilarious. The back says, "You might thing that an obstetrician on a planet forbidden to women would be underemployed..." The cover art is the most horrible lurid SF pulp looking thing I've seen in a long time. I am reading this on pure faith in Bujold, because it looks like badfic of the highest calibre. Then again, that might be what I need, given that I am stranded utterly alone in a strange city with no computer and no money. But after Cetaganda Bujold pretty much owns me, so.

Date: 2009-04-03 10:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] princessofg.livejournal.com
ack! is there a cheaper repair place you can take it to?

*hugs*

until then, the library?

Date: 2009-04-03 10:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dragojustine.livejournal.com
The library, where I am allowed 60 minutes a day. That's somewhat less than a starvation diet.

*hugs* thanks

Date: 2009-04-03 10:24 pm (UTC)
ext_2584: (ncis no compute)
From: [identity profile] writinginct.livejournal.com
Is the fan turning? (I'm assuming this is a desktop and not a laptop)

Power supplies losing their fans can be a pain - they'll work just until the unit gets too warm then shut down. Same with CPU fans. And they can be temperamental with power outages. (especially if you generally leave your computer on all the time)

Both of which you can get at Best Buy (or even Staples) and if you're at all mechanical you should be able to swap it out.

(if you lived nearby I'd offer to look at it for you- I used to do desktop computer hardware for a living)

Date: 2009-04-03 10:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dragojustine.livejournal.com
If it was the power supply, wouldn't it turn off? I mean, I still have the picture on my monitor... *baffled*

And thanks for the offer. It's strange to feel like I have so many friends but be so stranded IRL. Thanks!

Date: 2009-04-04 11:33 am (UTC)
jenrose: (Default)
From: [personal profile] jenrose
So it doesn't turn off, it just freezes?

How much computer is it? That is, what are the specs?

Date: 2009-04-03 10:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] j00j.livejournal.com
_Ethan of Athos_ isn't bad, IMO. Not my favorite Bujold book by any means, but not badfic. Some of the cover art/summaries are pretty awful. Hazard of publishing in general, although genre publishing is particularly cringeworthy at times.

Date: 2009-04-03 10:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dragojustine.livejournal.com
Yes. Especially genre publishing- and the COVERS. *shudder*

Date: 2009-04-03 11:44 pm (UTC)
sid: (Cosmo 2)
From: [personal profile] sid
I'm so sorry. :-(

Fingers crossed that it's fixable.

Date: 2009-04-03 11:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hilarytamar.livejournal.com
Oh god, I'm so sorry. *hugs* I wish there was something practical I could do to help, but I'm not coming up with much except mailing you Bujold (which I can certainly do, incidentally). If you think of anything, pls to be letting me know without delay. I am at your service. *nods decisively*

Date: 2009-04-04 12:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cnidarian.livejournal.com
Oh, bum. That's some major suckage. *hugs*

Date: 2009-04-04 04:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] als-wonderland.livejournal.com
Eeeek! *Wishing good thoughts your way* *hugs* I'm so sorry sweetie!

Date: 2009-04-04 04:40 am (UTC)
desertport: Kaneda on his bike (jack/daniel)
From: [personal profile] desertport
Aw, man. It really is jarring to lose your computer like that. When it happened to me last summer (in the middle of beta'ing a bigbang, no less), all the shops told me they'd fix it... in exchange for all my rent money. ...It was actually tempting.

What worked better was, I put up an ad on craigslist, got tons of calls and met this genious lady who does computer repair out of her house in between practicing hardcore Tae Kwon Do and raising two small children (and a number of pet reptiles). No joke. This woman exists, and she saved my hard-drive for under 20 bucks. Maybe Texas has one of those?

Date: 2009-04-04 10:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dragojustine.livejournal.com
I'm just so wary of random people off Craigslist! And I'm sure it's a hardware thing. If it was a software thing, I might pay somebody off craigslist... but if it was a software thing, I could fix it myself! But I'm so glad it worked out for you. That is one of those very cool stories.

Date: 2009-04-05 07:35 am (UTC)
desertport: Kaneda on his bike (mcshep shoulders)
From: [personal profile] desertport
I've had unlikely success stories using craigslist--my current apartment, a job, a roommate who was mostly honest--and also a fair number of Nigerian scammers trying and failing to use super-correct English. Oh, and one nice guy who drove over with his pick-up to help me relocate a couch from Goodwill to my apartment. Sometimes it pays to ask random strangers for help, though I understand being leery too. :)

I really hope your computer gets worked out. Good luck!

Date: 2009-04-04 08:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hilarytamar.livejournal.com
Have acquired copies of Mirror Dance and The Hallowed Hunt & will be mailing on Monday.

Date: 2009-04-04 10:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dragojustine.livejournal.com
Oh my god! Honey, I love you so much! Thank you. That is just wonderful.

(Plus, my phone number is in that same filtered post- you could totally call if you want dinner company. *laughs* I feel like I'm falling down on the job)

Date: 2009-04-04 10:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hilarytamar.livejournal.com
\o/

(Also, we will need to have stern discussion about which one of us is falling down on the job. Hint: it's not the one of us who has to drive to the library for net access. But yes, telephonic contact. I never remember about that. While I'm at it, have this in reciprocation.)

Date: 2009-04-06 01:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hilarytamar.livejournal.com
The package will also have a couple small things in it--make sure you don't throw away the wrapping before you find them.

Date: 2009-04-06 08:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hilarytamar.livejournal.com
Computer scheduled to arrive by noon tomorrow (Tuesday) TX time.

Date: 2009-04-07 04:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lawrence520.livejournal.com
Rescue computer on the way. Let me know if the space bar drives you crazy - I've got a link to order the replacement keyboard - just hadn't gotten around to it.

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