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I fell asleep last night at nine. Whenever I work boring god-awful temp jobs like this, I tend to start sleeping for like ten hours a day and just can't stay awake in the evenings. Awful job -> depressive funk -> oversleeping -> doing even less of what I want to be doing -> being in even more of a funk. Telemarketing job = the instigator of the worst vicious cycle ever. I have GOT to quit this gig.
*deep breath* three and a half weeks, just three and a half weeks...
When I came in to work today, there was a dead cockroach in the middle of my cubicle. It was huge. Not, like, "that one ten-inch-plus-antennae roach in the hotel in Israel" huge, but, curled up dead, it was nearly the size of my fist.
A dead roach. The size of my fist. Right in the middle of my cubicle floor. It was probably CRAWLING ALL OVER MY DESK last night. And now my cube smells funny, though I suspect that's my overactive imagination. I keep jumping at the slightest provocation and checking the area. I've swabbed everything with hand sanitizer. I'm afraid to put my purse on the floor. GAH. (Why am I so much more of a wuss about this in America? I mean, I slept in that hotel in Israel no problems at all. Funny, what a different head-space you're in, traveling and versus at home)
*deep breath* three and a half weeks, just three and a half weeks...
When I came in to work today, there was a dead cockroach in the middle of my cubicle. It was huge. Not, like, "that one ten-inch-plus-antennae roach in the hotel in Israel" huge, but, curled up dead, it was nearly the size of my fist.
A dead roach. The size of my fist. Right in the middle of my cubicle floor. It was probably CRAWLING ALL OVER MY DESK last night. And now my cube smells funny, though I suspect that's my overactive imagination. I keep jumping at the slightest provocation and checking the area. I've swabbed everything with hand sanitizer. I'm afraid to put my purse on the floor. GAH. (Why am I so much more of a wuss about this in America? I mean, I slept in that hotel in Israel no problems at all. Funny, what a different head-space you're in, traveling and versus at home)